Nude

Don't Get Any Big Ideas
They're Not Gonna Happen

You Paint Yourself White
And Fill Up With Noise
But There'll Be Something Missing

Now That You've Found It, It's Gone
Now That You Feel It, You Don't
You've Gone Off The Rails

So Don't Get Any Big Ideas
They're Not Gonna Happen

You'll Go To Hell For What Your Dirty Mind Is Thinking


I love the line "You Paint Yourself White, And Fill Up With Noise" I think It's like sometimes we make it so no one hears us and perhaps we're more of a background noise. (white noise)
Also the line "Now that you feel it, You don't." When we get something, it doesn't matter if it's good or great, we often take it for granted and sort of become numb to the awesomeness of it. It's sad, but true. Radiohead just makes amazing music and lyrics.

The fickle future

I wish 5 months back from this day could be 3 years in the future.

I wish time could agree more with our speed.

I wish time went as fast as looking back at it.

I wish we were in the future.< ==============

I'm in the future                                                     ||

Strange.                                                                ||

Maybe 3 years will be here like that, right there, THAT wish.

Maybe. The future is so fickle.

Maybe we can change that.

                                                           Maybe

Brushstroke

Walking through this city

No recollection of the past

No control over the future, But we are in control

We know what to do.

But the artist is in control. She is has reign over my desires

She will paint the next cobblestone

Maybe that's why I am moving so slowly

Each stone is different,  unique, complex

I'm glad there is no past in this city.

Outside of here there are barbed wire fences. They chain us from movement.

This city has no chains. We only move a little slower. More relaxed.

Night will awaken the city. Day dissolves her. The city. Day dissolved my desire.

And I could almost touch it.

Betos

I discovered the other day that you can deep fry burritos at Betos.
Though I nearly died from 3 clogged arteries and lack of oxygen to my brain and heart I recommend everyone try it.

Courage

Opportunities will always be here.

Courage will not.

Courage is a choice, opportunities exist.

We exist.

We have choice.

Opportunities mixed with Courage = Success

Success is a choice.

Fear exists.

But only to those that let it.

That choose it.

We exist because of an opportunity taken by someone.

Someone with Courage, someone with success.

We exist. 

We are success.

Christmas Morning?

I know no one really cares... but I do. I'm freakin excited for Mass Effect 3 to come out next week. #asgoodaschristmasmorning

Life and Death

Death has been a big thought in my head lately. With all that's been going on around it makes me think. It's so strange that these people CHOSE to end their life. Most of the time isn't it God that decides? But why does God decide to take other peoples lives. God's choice in taking someones life, could result in another person choosing to take their own. So why God? Didn't you know this would happen? Don't you know all things? Are we just waiting to die? Or trying to live? I'm not angry at You. Only confused. Shed some light? This place could use some light.